My life is an open book.

Gracie (a_happy_twat) tagged me with a meme, and it went like this:


A. List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself.
B. Tag seven people to do the same.
C. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it".

And my precious facts are:

1. Fact is: I HATE TOMATOES!!! I'm not kidding, it's just a big no-no for me. I can't eat it. If it's not chopped into really tiny pieces and mixed into a whole pan of other ingredients until I can barely recognize its form, color or flavor anymore, I will not eat it. I find it horrendously icky for some reason I can't explain. I mean, I used to eat it, when I was a kid. But it seems that some nerve inside my head decided, one day, that I must hate it with all my might. I hate its smell, its taste, I even hate how mushy it looks. The ugly thing is, it's everywhere, starting from drinks to foods and sometimes I had no choice but to eat it, resulting in me nearly gagging and throwing up my breakfast, lunch, dinner altogether and creating a hideous painting on the floor. Yes, it happened, when I was teaching my student once, and her mother served us TOMATO JUICE, of all things. I cried. Seriously. I cried, held my breath and swallowed. And held my breath again. And nearly threw up.
2. Mmm... Okay so the second one is, with all honesty, I'm bisexual. It's never been a difficult thing for me to admit, maybe not towards my parents or my co-workers (they might freak out), because probably I've known it since... forever. I feel the same interest towards boys as I do to girls, and I get turned on by men's 'stuff' as well as women's. The one thing that 'woke me up' to this fact was, I dare say, my friend during college, because she's pretty and all and I felt rather angry whenever she was with her boyfriend. And then came the love of my life, and that was the turning point of my entire existence, so to say.
3. I've had 2 ex-boyfriends and 2 ex-girlfriends, and 1 'extra'. I was responsible to end 4 out of 5 relationships, and the only 1 that I didn't end happened to be the most painful thing that I have ever had to deal with in my life but also the most meaningful experience I could ever imagine happening to me. Wonder how she feels about me now...
4. My first kiss was with my cousin. I forgot how old I was then, but it was his birthday and after we cut the cake, our parents told us to kiss on the mouth. So yeah... But he's the cousin I was also taking baths together with. It didn't feel awkward, then, but whenever we met, after puberty hit, I couldn't help thinking that I have seen his penis and he has seen my genitals. So weird.
5. I have the mood of a tropical weather. It can turn from a hot, sunshiny day to a rainstorm in an instant. There is nothing too simple that can light my fuse, and it's a very short fuse, quite unfortunately. I've even cried without an apparent reason in public (which was embarrassing, but I couldn't hold it back). I can laugh at one second, and yelling profanities the next. I think most of my friends and/or lovers have had the taste of this hell named 'Aki's mood', and they were wise to stay away from me whenever I looked like I was going to explode. Well, it's probably what had ruined most of my relationships as well... Oddly, though, I feel the most creative when I am upset or depressed (except when I was so depressed I couldn't even get out of bed). So most of the stories I wrote came from the times when my nerves were stretched to their limits.
6. Despite being my age, I dare say I'm a virgin. Yes, that's right. I'm saving it for my future husband. I know I am not a saint, but in 'that department', I'm pretty much untouched.
7. I'm obsessed with Aoi (but that should be clear without me having to confirm it XD). I'm so obsessed I actually have dreamt of him--or rather, of him and me, in a car, me sucking him off and then we... yeah. Basically it's a very pornographic dream, and the best thing there was, it felt so real. Since then, I can't help being a little... bothered, whenever he shows off his sexiness, which is ALWAYS, so you can only imagine how that makes me feel.

And I have so kindly added fact #08: I have a shoulder fetish. Yes, that's right. SHOULDER FETISH. A man with a broad, seemingly strong shoulders will rouse my attention in a blink of an eye. Aoi, especially. He has those amazingly delectable shoulders. I first noticed those when he was wearing the DISORDER costume, with his tanktop and whatever random fabric dangling feebly from his shoulder. I just want to lay my head on his shoulder, possibly even kiss him there along the collar bone, and then lick him and bite him a little and... Okay, I'll stop here thank you very much. :D

PS: Here, let me show you those heavenly shoulders...


Oh yessss... Baby... *licks Aoi's collar bone*



It was fun. I always like memes. And most of the facts I revealed were already a common knowledge, at least amongst those who know me.

I tagged acu_saree, takkuni, eiga_risti, thousand_face, kapoha, torrie and erikaoi (all at LJ, I'm too lazy to insert the hyperlinks XDDD).