I can't believe it myself, but yes, I have started yet another new multichapter fanfiction. Go on, go ahead and bash me with a table or something. I totally deserve it.
I know, I know there are several titles I have abandoned, some of them I actually love but I simply have lost the inspiration to continue. Life At 16, The Princess and The Witch are two examples. I really, really love those stories, but to get back into it, forcing my brain to come up with some decent new chapters is just too much to bear. It's not like I ever intended to disappoint my readers, especially those who were actually waiting for these stories to be continued. Alright so maybe I don't have a reason that I can say that is acceptable in some degree. It's unforgivable to leave those stories behind, and I'm sorry.
Well, what has brought me into writing this new story, then?
Other than the obvious reasons I have already mentioned on the author's note (mainly the GazettE's song, Shiroki Yuuutsu and some bits of the interviews they had been in), I was intrigued to write another drama because I had re-read Filth in the Beauty and its sequel, Yomenai Kotoba. Yes, yes those are my own story, but those are the first ever drama stories I have written that have successfully made me tear up, and quite miraculously, drawn almost everyone's attention to me (alright, I'm an attention whore!). I realized that I had put a lot of aspects that came from my own personal life, like the conflicts and problems I was going through into those stories, and probably that was why they became intensely emotional. There is something quite addictive about that, writing something emotional that comes close to my real life, and it's probably easier, because, when I am writing what the characters do or how they are supposed to react to a matter, I can just ask myself what I would do.
I don't know if my explanation makes sense, but yeah... The point is, re-reading Filth and YomeKoto intrigued me to write a new story that is based in real lives (not just mine, but also the characters themselves), and maybe yes, the idea has been bugging me for a while so I decided to write it down.
With this, I've got a lot to do. House of Horrors is still on going, but I haven't had the chance to write the new chapter yet. What I like about HoH is that I don't have to think too much in writing it; the words just flowed out when I wanted them to. It's a light, funny story that I might actually need to write, if only to relieve myself from the tension of writing a more serious, intense story. And then I have the 50stories project, there are still some prompts in the table that I haven't done just yet. And then the new 5sentence_fic drabbles, but this one's fun to do.
And... I am also planning to write down Hanabi's sidestory. Yes, the one with Aoi-Uruha as the main characters. Damn, it's been so long since I wanted to write it, but I kept getting sidetracked. But this, too, will have to wait, at least until I get Love Song done... I'm not going to write 20-something chapters for this story, hopefully. It won't be a long one, but still, with March coming in perhaps it's going to meet some obstacles as well.
Shit. That reminds me of March. I'm afraid I won't be able to update too often during March--in fact, I might even be totally absent. I don't even know if I will be able to get online at all. Fuck the company I'm working at. Things are going pretty much from bad to worse at the office, the hatred is everywhere and I am choking in it, and I'm thinking maybe I should go find a new job, as a script writer most preferably.
Well, here is some update from me, for today. By the way, I'm watching Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge the dorama version on youtube right now. Kame as Kyouhei? Well, I wasn't really expecting that. He's not a disappointment. I have to say, though, the one who plays Takenaga is gorgeous!
And here's a little Kame-goodie to lighten up my blog XD
(he makes a cute uke, don't you think?)
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